Don’t stop never give up

Just want to share this amazing tumblr site of Joanna Rose to people who still reads my blog, her different daily quotes got my attention and it’s really intriguing. You should enjoy reading her tumblr as much as i do daily! http://raindropsonredroses.tumblr.com

It’s almost end of may now, another 3 months before i will finally get my pink IC back but right after that means work work and non stop of work. I would love to have the chance to be back studying but my mediocre result and lack of parental support isn’t shining light towards that. I’ll definitely be going back to school, after i stockpile enough gold in my piggy. I only realised what i have missed out previously in school so late in life(i’m not going to iterate about my life now, maybe i’ll do that when i have the free time), but i guess it’s better late than never, time to get ready my resume and mass send invitations!

Now, I’m a 21 year old boy, trying his best to be brave and face the world, without fear. I’m going to keep trying, be it my future or trying to find back things i lost along the way

—QUOTES—

It’s not supposed to be perfect, and no one is supposed to understand it. It’s meant to be chaotic, and it’s meant to make you cringe. If you haven’t cried in a while, or felt like shit in even longer, then you’re most likely doing something wrong. This isn’t here for constant perfection, or some cliché happy ending. It’s here to be real, and to keep your heart beating, and to keep you wanting more. There is supposed to be a bright light of hope in your heart, and a black hole of the unknown in your mind. None of this makes sense, but it’s all worth it.

I know in the back of my mind that life would be so much easier if I never talked to you again. If I shut you out of my life and moved on, I could finally get over you – but you’re the only thing that makes me happy. Whether it’s right or wrong. And I just don’t have the strength to give up on that.

Things are changing. It seems strange and I need to figure this out. You’ve got your life, I got mine – but you’re all I cared about. Yesterday we were laughing, today I’m left here asking where has all the time gone now. I’m left alone somehow. Growing up and getting older, I don’t want to believe it’s over.

- via http://raindropsonredroses.tumblr.com

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Today

Men are weak, Septible to all kinds of emotions
I am no exception to this rule
march 17, a special day that I’ve been so looking forward to
just happens to disappoint myself the most
of course I have no one to blame for
none other than myself

In life, you hear stories of people taking things for granted or never treasuring your loved ones until they’re gone. But who, just who can find the way to be exempted from this rule? Who has never felt lost after realizing someone you are so close with suddenly disappers out of your life.

Man is weak, that is true indeed

I miss you, I really do

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BRAND NEW 2009!

hey people, made your new year resolution yet? i did! and i’m certain it will come true! so if u haven’t made one make one now !

Spent my eve with my loved ones for steamboat at this newly opened Si Chuan Steamboat @ VIVO and had countdown celebrations in Chloe’s house and spent the night over playing mahjong and gaming session (Rock band) with them! hahaha by 5am i was completely knocked out and became very blur already! gosh… army made people WEAK! lol

Will update the pictures with i receive them !

New Vocation + Christmas!

Got my posting, Signals Institute –> Signals operator. I feel… neither here nor there man. Who wouldn’t like to get either the best or the slackest vocation in Army? I feel the same too, i was really expected a commanders vocation instead. But! just 2 years and i shall tahan and go through! Army just wasted a talent like me in command school! hahaha =P

Had Christmas dinner with Shunfa, Alvin, Joanna, Hui San, Chloe, King Man, Ming Qian, Ming Xian and Derong. ate some great pasta at Riverside building and we celebrated countdown in Town with our Christmas hat. So little people this time round in Town celebrating man, thou the tradition of spraying people carried on it didn’t felt as festive like before! Shall update this post with pictures we took that night when i receive them!

Holiday Season! Enjoy everyone!

[updates]

more pictures under my My Gallery

Next bookout: 31th DEC and its 2009 SOON PEOPLE!

POP!

Already december 17th! more than a week since i pop-ed! gosh how fast time passed man, 3 months in tekong and poof its over i no longer need to take boat weekly from Singapore Ferry Terminal to Pulau Tekong anymore!

02 November 2008!

Its my 20th birthday! holy sh** i’ve hit the big 2 mark already!

Honestly having my birthday while serving the country feels very normal and life has been quite monotonous. Really lucky to have you girls and the guys along to help me celebrate my birthday with me even when you girls are busy with exams and life! i really really appreciate the time i spent with you people!

Thanks for the present too eh! i’ll make sure i bring it everytime i go to camp after i finish my basic training in the stupid tekong camp! o btw, please get the pictures and send it to me! hahaha i wanna see!

Chloe! i’m really surprised you remembered my passing remarks for a letter on my birthday and you wrote one for me, i’ve read it thru and a lot of loves and thank you for taking the time off and write them don’t worry u may be in Pulau NTU and me in Pulau Tekong, we know we’re around for each other eh!!

To the rest who attended my birthday dinner, big thanks to you all, the food was really not bad and i ate a hell lot hahaha!

Thank you jo for planning too! made some wishes for you since you planned this for me ok? hehe!

And girls, please keep updating your blogs whenever you can. We do get busy and that is my best way to keep my pentium 3 processor updated! haha <3

anymore surprises? :O

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Army!

Three months it has been since my last update. Lots of stuffs happened in this three month, with me entering the army being the biggest of them!

YES I am botak now! haha a proud soldier-to-be from Mohawk Company Platoon 3 Section 4! my trainings in the army are more “xiong” compared to average coys and the people in our bunk are really honored to be part of this tough training group cos we consider ourselves the elite soldiers-to-be in School 2! hopefully by the end of this basic military training i can excel and have more time for my friends.

My motivation to move on comes a lot from my beloved friends!